Again what was I thinking? Why did I decide to make my journey so public? Why am I torturing myself? Answer is simple: What else is there to motivate me. What is it about torture that I like so much.........thinking......I DON'T LIKE TORTURE........But also I now have all of you to remind me of how fat I am and how I don't have to be this way it is a choice. It is a decission I have made. So beware that this is not pretty its just reality of where I am today.
I even have that double chin I said I would never have.
That is not a pretty site of my fat. the ripples in my side yuck.
This is not flattering those rolls of fat in my back.
The cottege cheese butt I never had before. Wow. I am fat.
So now that we have all seen my body as it truely is. I will have to say that this is disgusting. Its out of control. I don't want to die young but have you ever seen a really old fat person........I haven't.
Enough for today, I am off to enjoy the rest of my husband vacation. I will post my weight on Saturday right along with my measurements.
6 months training for a marathon, what was I thinking. I have so much fat to loose this could take a while. But hey 6 months from now I should beable to walk a marathon....I am young I am healthy still thank goodness. I don't have all of those things that happen to fat people. I just need to prevent them.